Varying Shades of Gray - My Life

11-22-02 #1

ARRRGGGHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Why can't I sleep like a normal person? This is the third time I've woke up tonight/this morning. I went to bed just before 9pm. Woke up at 10:45. Went back to bed at midnight, woke up at 1:30. Back to bed at around 2:30 and woke up at 3:30, and now I'm friggin wired!!!!!!!!! And I haven't had any coffee or soda pop or tea today. No caffeine at all. My dog is still sleeping, that's surprising, usually if I'm up and around she is my little shadow. But I've got three other shadows in my cats. they are following me everywhere and just looking at me like I'm crazy. Some sort of nut. Hell, maybe I am. LOL
And I don't really have a lot on my mind. I mean last week, I could understand because of my worrying (for no reason, as it turned out) but damn, I've been doing this all week, this week too.
I even took two sleeping aids the first time I woke up, in hopes that I would sleep all night, but nooooooooooooooooo, my body says it's time to get up and be wired and flying like a damn kite.
This is ridiculous.
I am gonna HAVE to try to get a little more sleep. I have my visitation with JMC today. And I have to at least *look* okay, so he doesn't worry about me.
Oh well, guess I'll do a little web surfing until I get tired again, maybe it'll be soon and I will sleep for more than two hours. At least give me 5 hours of sleep. Jeez.
LOL. Oh well, guess I'll quit boring you with this for now. Take care and I hope everyone has a great morning and day. :)