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chinese delivery

All Hallows Eve.

we got chinese delivery today and the delivery guy was really all that educated so he was giving me a dollar bill at a time and i was talking to my friend Kamilah on the phone and trying to see how much change i would need so i was a little distracted and i forgot to give him a tip. Honestly, I just forgot. i feel so bad, my mom was reprimanding me because she use to be a waiter when shw was young so she knows about tips. But truthfully i just forgot.

i'm sorry i havent written in here in a while but highschool is keeping me sooo busy. Keeping straight A's is not as easy as it was in middle school. This is the first weekend where I dont have any homework or any tests that i have to study for. This is my weekend and mine alone, schoolwork cant take it away from me this time. I'm relieved because i have been working like a dog. we need a vacation.

i think i need to make a new journal...for my new life as a highschool student. but i'll have to delete something from my port first or get upgraded.

i've been reading romance static items on stories tonight or rather this morning. The stories I found are really reallly good, these writers have such talent! I'm in a lovey-dovey mood, what can i say?

The stories just helped prove the point about my recent "supposed" crushes. Although Caro just broke it down straight for me and I know i knew it in my heart. They are not real, just illusions that derive from my desperation rooted in my heart and mind. The desperation of one who has yet to experience love but is afraid of love's intimacy. I don't like Shorty, sure I think hes cute, he's adorable! but my heart doesnt skip a beat when i see him, my blood doesnt race when he's near........nothing of the sort. The same goes for the lovely Greek guy. He is such a gentleman and so sweet but i dont truly like him. My turn just hasnt come yet.

I have to sufer the same fate of middle school where I didnt like anybody and no one liked me except for one person, who i didnt like. Seems like elementary school was my time for amor.