The Chill Kid with the Cool Hat

(shiver, shiver)

First off, I'd like to thank Trayn for the advice and about how I can read my own journal, though I still can't find me, hehe. First time I've been scared shitless in a conversation in awhile. trying to settle things and I hope I'm going about it the right way. Right now you're coming with me as the conversation is going on. It's 10:52. Let's see what goes on......she isn't mad at me she says, so what is going on?........she just needs space.......she doesn't know how to act about what i said a few night ago, that i basically loved her.......it was better never said at all, but i just couldn't keep it back anymore........"i think that you need to get over me," no dice........it's going to be a lot of work for me, i haven't impacted her as much as other people.......silence................things will probably never be the same. We're not going to be hanging out together when Jess comes down tomorrow. Sorry that I liked you so much I guess, Danielle. Thought it could've worked out, but I guess I'm not "thug" enough. Doomed to be a punk rocker, but is that a bad thing? Now I can't tell. Time end: 11:54