My Life...

At A Loose End.

I feel at a loose end.
I just feel so down lately.
WHY DO I FEEL LIKE THIS?
I'm usually happy and bubbly.
People are saying "Oh, she's just a teenager, teenagers ARE depressed"
But, THAT'S NOT ME!
I just feel so...Bleh. I can't explain it. It's like nobody understands me. Like nobody gives a damn about me. Like my friends don't care.
I feel like everyone is looking at me and judging me.
I just don't know what's going on. I have horrible mood swings, one moment I'm silly, the next moment I'm crying. One moment I'm sweet and the next minute, I'm a complete b!tch.
I'll be at school, at recess or in the middle of a class and a wave of sadness comes over me and I feel like crying. I feel like I have to cry to get everything out.
I'll sit in maths class, SO ANGRY, for no reason and feel like screaming at everyone.
I don't know what's going on with me, but I totally don't like it.
I'm 15 years old. I've been a teenager for awhile now. If this IS my hormones making me crazy, why hasn't it happened sooner?