This is the craaaaziest journal you'll ever read!! Put the kids to bed! |
Okay, first thing, this is pry one of the few entries that is more than 85% serious. So....I just called Brian. Long story short, we had a "relationship" now we don't. We are great friends...I obviously still love him to death. He is the only man I would marry...tomorrow if he asked. Anyway, he doesn't deal well with feelings or emotions, so I've never attempted to say anything. UNTIL NOW! (thanks erika)I just called him to have him come over ( 1:00am visits aren't unusual) He was actually going to bed though, so he's coming over tomorrow after work. I flat out told him I had some things to "chat" with him about and just break things out! He was very understanding and almost excited about tomorrow. He reminded me multiple times to call him tomorrow before he gets out of work. This is a huge, massive, gigantic step for me...and him! I can't wait! I'll write tomorrow night (naked) to tell you how it went. (I am expecting the worst though)
Who knows, maybe I won't write tomorrow because we're in Vegas getting married, and then off to join the nearest nudist colony...only to stop and pick up a few supplies on the way: ~toothpaste ~puppy ~camera ~sunscreen .......chances are, I'll write tomorrow! buh~bye~KIM :) P.S. bet you really think my name is Koss...boy do I have you eating out of the arc in my foot! |