Effective Venting

October 22, 2001: Anticipation

Well, this is it. Today's a big day for me. I have a quiz in my tech theatre class, AND one in my Algebra two!Goodie >.< So anyway, last night was another let down. I didn't have the guts to pierce my belly button, so I stretched a few of my earholes to 12G instead, but I'm starting to wonder why I'm so afraid of pain right now.I dunno, I mean even after I pierce something, I LOVE the sheer feel of it, and here I am whining about a small bit of pain! Oh well....maybe I'll get a friend to do it or something. I really wish I had a webcam. You see, I like being watched, I like putting myself under that thought. I would just sit there, and think as I was being watched, maybe scare a couple people and pierce myself while I'm doing this, that would be fun. But I would just love to pierce myself with someone watching. I've done it before at school (my ear twice) and it was so fun to hear all the girls scream, and even a few guys wince as they watched. Its a good, hilarious feeling. I'll be going for now