Effective Venting

October 17, 2001: ITs late

You know, everything is looking up for me, I'm guessing. Thats all I can actually say right now. My mind is asleep right now, and my body is WIDE awake. Its sad really. But anyway, I'll get back into the swing of entering a journal every day again when some of the hectic things in my life...well, if you want to know.....someone broke another promise to me....and I don't hate the person who caused my friend to do so, I love that person. She is so nice to me sometimes. Sometimes, I think she cares just a tad behind all that neediness....I love her too, and my friend. Infact...I love myself too, because I've been able to live this long without doing anything bad to myself. So anyway, I'm leaving now, and I'll try to explain what I'm writing about tommorrow.