Mouse on the Move

Oct. 9 2024 So much for that

I just missed the time limit for October Novel Prep by less than two minutes.

You want to know how it makes me feel?

I just might as well give up on everything........ all my novels. getting a job...... everything. I just can't even get sick.....

Why do I even try? I know I'm too lazy and weak to do anything.

I've been sick to the point of passing out since Monday afternoon.

I forced myself to go to my Neurology appointment on Tuesday so that I might find out what the $$%& is wrong with me.

I forced myself to go to my appointment with Audrey so that I could finish my one application and my resumé. Half of it got accomplished, sort of.

I'm tired, I hurt and now I'm pissed.


I'm going to try to eat dinner and watch a movie.

Its just been a sucky day and I just want to forget it.