My thoughts

Great Stress

I am seriously stressed out. In order to be a part of this community I have to do things, participate, get involved, etc.

But there ARE SO MANY THINGS OUT THERE! I have NO IDEA WHAT I'M SUPPPOSED TO DO!

and if I pick the wrong thing then I will get ostracized, ignored and all my efforts to integrate with this community will come to nothing!

But if I don't do something then I won't integrate at all.

So basically it's toss darts out blindfold and hope they hit something

And I'm supposed to have FUN with this process!

Sorry but this does not sound like FUN!