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20231102 NaNo II

November 2, 2023, 7:30pm

What a crappy day.

Lost it mentally.

Personal life crap, so I won't bore people with it, but I lost it this morning so badly. Still feeling like shit.

I wrote and deleted, wrote and deleted, wrote and deleted this morning, not happy with how I was writing where I wanted to go until I realised I needed to show the friendship of the students, and that led to a decent couple of short sections, and I finished there, and now I am behind the pace.

But I did words, and that is all that matters.

Mental distress does make for difficulties when doing something as prescriptive as NaNo.

I don't want to do anything, and even writing did not help me today.

I feel like I'm a fucking teenager stuck in an old man's body. This is insane. How old am I, for fuck's sake?!

Total words: 12118
Daily words: 1269