Soul Journeys Blog Looking forward

Earthquake prayers for miracle's and what's my path?

Our hearts 💗 go out to the people of Syria and Turkey. 12 years of unrest and displacement now this...
I'm sorry am in a bad space in my head. Was feeling better and hopeful today. Seems like some people say they want you to be happy and alright. They also like to be controlling and say things to get a rise out of you. They say your taking it the wrong way. They were just joking yet a lot of the time the so called joke,is a put down or insult.
I just wanted to write about happy things and look forward to trying poems again. I got a sweet review on my "Wind water and the giving heart". Instead of writing about the joy I'm feeling like I should again, give up on writing and most everything.
I've been cursed with depression and PTSD most of my life. I keep fighting it and give my best to life.
It gets harder to get back up.
Sorry this wasn't a better post.
Had high hopes
But maybe next time will be better.
Blessings