Just things that I think about now and then. |
I see the ravages of time marked upon my body Carelessness and excess have taken their toll Trying to keep up is better than catching up I know this now and catching up seems impossible One step in front of the other patiently, but not really moving forward the alternative is not desired Keeping the faith Walking the walk Talking the talk Writing the encouragement This gets me through Woke up in a contemplative mood this morning. First, my nephrostomy bag is leaking, and they want me to "duct tape" or "southern engineer" it . Putting Gold Bond Diabetic Cream on my arms, which are leathery looking due to the diabetes in my body. That is where I got the first three verses of this poem. But I have to have faith in God; else I would sink into despair. There are days that I just will to get through, hoping for a better tomorrow. I know that there IS a better tomorrow, I just want it now... So I go on, take my meds; wash up and put a smile on my face. Let the lotion soak into my skin. Count my blessings, as I am safe, have a roof over my head, food for my belly, kids that love me (in spite of it all) and more poetry to write. I did win Writer's cramp for a spooky short story the other day - can't be all bad, right?
2 Corinthians 5:7 (Amplified Bible) for we walk by faith, not by sight [living our lives in a manner consistent with our confident belief in God’s promises]— |