Random Ramblings

Roadblocks

I sometimes dread it when people call me.

Not because of the social anxiety, but the possibility of having to do a favor or make future plans, or even a simple request to hang out and cure their boredom. While I enjoy the company of friends, it makes me feel guilty when there are things I was hoping to accomplish. Who knows when life will turn upside down and force me to sideline yet another project?

I must always seize what free time I have and guard it possessively. They wants it, my preciousss.

But I suppose I'm not entirely blame-free. After all, it's one thing to complain about people pestering you and preventing you from writing and it's another to sit around watching TV and goofing off until it's time to be productive and then have something come out of nowhere.

Still, I'm getting better at managing my time. Slowly but surely I'll have this mastered. Just you watch.