Take Up My Cross Journal

Doubting Thomas

Prompt: In what ways do you see yourself as Doubting Thomas?

My prayers don't get answered and I get upset and ask why. Like last year with the virus. I asked why and I didn't lose faith but I wondered why God was letting this happen and where he was. We have the vaccine and I didn't get the virus and he cured people I knew who caught the virus.

I get symptoms and ask God why I have symptoms. I have to be thankful for the good things in my life. I pray and do all I can not to lose faith. I love God and Jesus. I pray for guidance and to keep the faith. I won't give up on God. He is the man with all the answers and love as well as kindness. I hope to be cheerful and not doubt God.He loves us. I love him. He is the first one I call out to in a crisis and always will.