The Devil Unseen

         I want to say a million things but can't write one sentence

that is true. I want to make this sound so profetic but it seems lost

in the wind of confussion. At the time of clearity I struggle to find

the truth that spills from my soul. I find it hard to digest the

babble of a million liars. How sorrow grips me as I try to find the

truth about me. A soul searching experiance that seems so hopless. I've

begun a war with no end. I am my worst enemy but also my greatest

savior. How perfectly disturbed that sounds. Today I feel like

screaming so the whole world can feel the sickness that coarses through

my veins. My sickness unfolds......

          You stare in wonder at the madmans mystery, but the answers

to your questions might sacrifice your innocence. You think your

diagnosises can hold weight, but a sorry fool you are. No textbook do I

fit in. How big your ego must be if you think you can release me from

my tourment. Nothing inside those walls of education can prepare you

from the viciousness of my insanity. Today you turn to the written

rule"save them, all of them!" Ha ha I say. The truth of it is you must

be as sick as any if you wish to get inside this mind of eternal

madness. A joke you play on your own sanity. I move to the place that

has always protected. It is the center of all chaos. It is the depths

of hell, the deepest on earth, and it is where I reside as a champion

of pain. On a sunny day you smile at God's blessings. On these days I

push you to your death. I give you doubt where there is none. You give

praise to your savior. I give you praise to your selfishness. How will

you release the binds of your pain? You encourage the death of the man

you never were. Smile at the tears the world provides as I give you the

medicine that takes you nowhere. A guest you are in my dominion of

deciet. Feel my power as you tremmble to your knees. I am absolute and

forever. I am the eternity the world only dreams about. Your preachers

warn of devilish deeds, but what do they know of it. A book is all

they've ever seen. So I am here to guide you ias you abstain from truth

I am here to take you away. Now come to the place you have endulged for

so long. Come to the numb that is the safty you seek. I know your fears

it is time to hide. Take this it will finish you. I am by your side.