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what I imagine hosting must be like |
| I dream of them, with phones to ears whispering and grinning evil grins over the hoops they will try tomorrow. I know they agonize over this. all for us. Ren has always known the exhaustion and self-doubt that comes from coming up with a new prompt— is it too much (or too little) is it too close to a previous prompt? over and over, day after day, and then to compare what was done— to judge our work when she (like any poet) would rather read and marvel. Fyn knows this from both ends— both the ordeal of hosting, the frenzy of meeting a prompt— contorting her brain to make the words come out just right. the terror of posting a poem certain it has been checked and triple checked— the sorrow of knowing she missed one vital detail. but that is why they consult, day after day— dreaming up impossible things just to watch us discover we’re more than we thought we were— we’re what they saw in us, before we started. and sometimes, they chortle sadistically at the whining they will hear as we succeed when we weren’t sure we could. Prompt ▶︎ |