Tell Me

How do I look at the bigger picture if everything I see is blurred. How do I believe in myself if I feel there is nothing now that I am worthy of? Tell me how to find solace in life and love when all that I have felt is loss? How does a person go forward if they feel like they are stuck in the past hanging on to something that isn’t? I don’t know how to go from the bottom and climb my way out if on my way the bottom keeps falling out from under my feet. I want to think that there is a reason that all of this is happening but how can I have hope of understanding if all I had was what I had hoped for? I don’t want to understand because then the reality sets in that it wasn’t real. I don’t want to know the truth if it means my eyes and heart were full of lies. How do you see the good in people if your mind will see nothing else? How does a person touch your soul but forget to let go when they leave? How do you forgive yourself if you can’t make yourself believe you’re wrong? I know that time is suppose to heal all wounds but what if time feels like it is standing still? Tell me how to mend my heart if there is not enough pieces left. How do I go the right way when it feels the journey goes in a circle? How do you teach your children the right way if you haven’t found it yourself? If good things come to those who wait, why is it taking so long? They say what goes around comes around but why does it keep coming? Tell me how someone can love you but can’t fight to keep you. How can someone justify hurting those they love? If you live for today the best you can, does that mean you don’t deserve the best tomorrow? If you give all that you can, shouldn’t someone acknowledge your effort? Why does it seem that someone’s best intentions are the ones that hurt you most? Whoever said it is better to love and lost than never to be loved at all must never have lost a love. Is it better to say something and wish you had not or to say nothing and wish you had? Tell me how a person can fight a war for so many but can’t fight for one person they say they love . How can a person treat a stranger with more respect than a loved one? If the word love can be spoken so easily why is the truth so hard? How does a person wake up on the right side of the bed, if sleeping seems impossible? Why do people want to dream of the ones they love, isn’t reality so much more? Which decision do you make if the possibilities are infinite? Why is it when you think you have things figured out, someone throws a curve ball right at you? How can you forgive someone if you refuse to see the wrong they did? How can you expect forgiveness if you have no regrets?