GEMINI

I sit here alone,
thinking what might have been,
woundering,
where it all began.
my life is my own,
that is for sure,
but i don't want to be alone anymore.
you have gone,
left me for my friend,
i should be happy,
because you are finally where you feel,
comfertable, happy.
but deep inside,
another wants out,
to find his mate again.
Everyone tells me i should be happy,
i should get on.
2 years have past,
and i know what i did wrong.
I asked for something,
I promised i would never do,
and let someone get closer to you.
I should have seen it,
the hand kissing, the flowers
but i thought it was just friendly banter.
not the love it showed.
even though you are happy, and i should be to
you finally found a man,
who can help take care of you.
i am 2 about everything, geminis useally are,
but i know 1 thing i want,
for you not to be far.
I will always love you,
pray for your return,
never to have it,
always to scorn.
for if she found out how i feel,
she would shove it in my face,
and make me hate her again,
but i can never hate her for long.
that is why i am 2 about everything i feel.