Breaking Point

There's been so many times in my life I thought I was at my breaking point, the point in my life where I literally break.
I feel like nothing I do matters and I have no chance to be happy ever again, that I'm done with, over, run dry, I've lived out my glory days like a rock star whos careers gone down the drain.
But after those hard moments are through I feel like a liar to myself.
Because I know those werent for real. its just so superficial, nothing is as bad as it seems when its happening.
But after its all over with and everything is calm I know it was just a false alarm and I feel like a fraud.
Of course I never know until its done, so it just keeps happening and I just keep thinking the same things over and over.
But now I think I could just be, at my breaking point

Jessiy Lee