Down This Road

Down this Road

I think my heart is haunted
I can't seem to lose this curse
I've been alone for so long
If loneliness is a game, I come in first
Skeletons from the past
Follow me where ever I go
I can't escape the torture
Which always seems to show

I've been down this road before
I won't go back down for more
My strength won't carry me anymore
The pain is knocking at my door
I will not answer nor allow it in
It's not welcomed back in my life again

I've been forever abandoned
My sanity washed down the drain
My conscience left years ago
But I keep hearing it call my name
I'm on a path of destruction
My eyes are playin tricks on me
Wicked shapes fill the darkness
As I silently stop breathing

I've been down this road before
I won't go back down for more
My strength won't carry me anymore
The pain is knocking at my door
I will not answer nor allow it in
It's not welcomed back in my life again

I can't take much more
I'm beginning to collapse
My veins are dehydrated
I need a cure and fast
Stop my suffering
I'm starving for some attention
But no one is near
All I crave for is recognition

I thought I could fight it
But it's taken over me
You did this
You did this, cant you see
All you had to do is say
I love you to me