My Loneliness

Few people know the absolute agony of feeling totally alone. I think some people die from loneliness or some who feel loneliness wish for death. There are many reasons for someone to feel loneliness. However my loneliness is from something else. My loneliness seems to be penance. Penance for what some ask. Penance for the sins of my past. My soul has had many lives before this one. I feel that not all of them have been good lives. I feel that every life is a continuation of the one before it. Though each life may have varied drastically, each new life seems burdened with the sins of the ones who came before it. Can one life make enough of a difference to save the others? Can one life alter the fate of the life to come? Only time will reveal the answers to which I seek.