Blurred Vision

My life as a blurr
You may see a blurr as not seeing well
well...thats only half true
A blurr can be much more
One type of blurr I know is
Only seeing what I want to see
By Blurring out the bad all people see is the good
It doesnt work that way come to find out
Blurring out the bad, I have learned, builds up the bad
A blurr is hiding
Hiding the truth from others
From yourself
A blurr is holding me back
Telling all my friends O yeah I'm fine
Not telling my true feelings
O guys I'm hurting inside
Never comes out like you want it to
Maybe I need glasses or confidence but...
How will I know when the blurr is gone?
How can I fight it?
Am I strong enough to fight it?
All I know is right now...it's all a blurr.