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Anorexic love: the newest type of love that has not been explained till now. |
Anorexic Love Puppy love, head over heels in love, everlasting love, eternal love, and tough love. We have put love into many categories, but I have felt a love that has not been classified. Anorexic love, is what happened to ours, when your secret exit left scars so bad they still hurt like an open wound. Your dissapearance was distracted by a special appearance from another. Then you returned, but I didn't respond, too scared you might try to run again. I had to withold urges, but when I did binge on your presence, I quickly purged to extinguish something that might hurt me again. A few months passed, and you came back with a smile on your face, arms ready for an embrace, and your feelings on a cd that you made just for me. Right then and there I wanted to quit witholding my true feelings, and wanted to start feeding on your glances, your sweet kisses, and your perfection, but I couldn't. I have anorexic love, which stops me from giving you that hug, I so desperately need, but my body hurts too much to feed on your love that I need. Eventhough I will die without it. Your love gives me life, and without you I'm malnourished, when you left I had to endure this, killing me softly with your silence. Then I saw you shouting, but it's only a low whisper, that I can barely hear cuz my body was put through months of living without you. I need to be taken into rehabilitation, cuz this disease has taken all of me, this anorexic love is deadly. |