Where Am I?

This life twists me in every which way,
Leaving me no room to say what I need to say.
Never being who I want to be,
Everyone pretends like they can't see.

Reaching out for what's not there,
Trying to ignore everyones glare.
It's never right when it's always wrong,
I guess I've never really belonged.

You always made me feel like a peice of dirt,
Making me think I had no worth.
Maybe you were right, all along,
I've always known I've never belonged.

Still, I wish you'd listened to what I'd said
How can I be alive when I feel so dead?
My tears fall in a soundless prayer,
But no one listened, no one was there.

End of Part One