please

please
take my pain
it hurts my eyes, it hurts my head.
please
i already feel so stupid
stop
its hurting my chest, i dont want to breathe.
its to much,
the pain wont leave.
why
does it hurt so bad, for months i cry
i pray,
please let me die
i wanna laugh once again
iwanna be happy, wanna fit in
i have no hopes
i have no dreams
this sadness lasts for ever it seems
alone
no shoulder to cry on
no one to turn to
just sadness and thoughts of you
no...
dont wake up, stay asleep
with waking thoughts, they slowly creep
alone
pain
and i pray.
Here again one more day.
I can barley lift my head
just thoughts i wish i didnt have
its scary, thoughts of being dead.
please
love me
alone
scared
hurt...ing