Dancer In Desguise

On a warm spring afternoon Vivian went job hunting. She wanted a job that would keep her interested. She searched and filled out applications for Customer Service,fast food among other things. She didn't like the fact she would have to stand behind a counter all day push register keys. One day she decided to try something out of her league. Something not many women would do.

I rolled over in bed and looked at the clock. Damn, I should go job hunting today. I picked up the Journal Star to read the job ads. Wonder what this is? I saw an ad that read, "Wanted female dancers." I picked up the phone book looking for other clubs. I found the club," Night Before Lounge." I reached for my phone and dialed the number. "Are you possibly hiring?"I said. "why yes we are, come fill out an application." I was on my way.

"Audition"


Vivian filled out her application then returned to the Night Before. She introduced herself to the beautiful girls that already worked there. The manager asked one of the ladies to take her downstairs and give her the instructions for getting ready.


"I have to put what where?" She asked. Vivian was not sure about showing her erect nipples to other girls. "Honey you will be fine." Said the articulate dancer. She had to put rubbery latex on her nipples. Vivian got dressed and walked upstairs. She was trembling in fear that she wasn't as beautiful as the other girls. Sipping on her Jack and Coke her name was mentioned. "Shit!" She squeeked. The DJ motioned for her to approach him. "you need music." Pogo replied. Vivian picked her music by Alice In Chains.

she watched as the other exotic dancers worked thier magic. Her turn came in minutes. She shivered in disbelief. On the stage, strobe lights and men staring she started to sway and her nervousness subsided.
Staring at her the sex hungry men threw dollars at her and bought drinks for her.

The second song started and she was ready to take her gown off. She slowly reached for the spaghette strap on her blue velvet gown. She gracefully lower the strap and then the other exposing her voluptuous breast. Next, she slithered out of her gown and glided across the stage like she was floating on air. Her hands started exploring her body moving from the poles to her left breast titilating her erect nipples. Her face looked as if she were still in highschool. She was in extacy feeling as though she was in charge. Her hand slipped to the top of her tiny black g-string slowly gliding farther toward her moist cunt. She would tap it and smile sensually at the men.

Her day felt complete. "I have a job now" she replied. A few months went on she became more experienced. She started talking to the gentlemen and aquired regulars. Til one day she made an exotic dancers first mistake....





The Mistake


One of Vivians regulars came in to see her all the time. He would glance her way and act like he admired her. He would stay til the club closed and buy her drinks. She would be escorted to her car. She was mezmirized by his charm. He was one that you weren't able to see through. Charlie* started seeing Vivian on a regular basis and she decided to move in with him. Months of dating him, she discovered who he really was.

" I don't like you working there" he responded.
Vivian stayed for awhile and then listened to him. She found a retail job at an office store.
Vivian found she despised her job as a cashier and wanted her old job back.
Charlie* wouldn't hear of it. He started many arguments with her about the job she loved. Later that year she had to have a hysterectomy and couldn't cope with the fact she felt less of a woman. She fought more with Charlie* on the subject. "I want to dance again, you met me there" she pleaded. Every time she mentioned it she only dealt with more remorse.
Her happieness faded and she became more secluded within herself. She would not associate with anyone. The most she would do is initiate more fights.She wanted out.


"Moving Out"

"I have my old job back" Vivian replied. "It figures" Charlie said. "I wondered how long it would be for you to go back." She walked to the bathroom to take her shower. "I work tonight by the way" she smirked. That night was hell.Vivian went back to work and danced til close only to meet a gentlemen again.

"Hellllooo" she gasped. She saw a man with georgous blonde hair and exotic eyes. While on stage she stared at him provacativly. She ended up looking for him to walk in everyday.They would talk and drink. It was the first time she could ever talk to someone and not run out of conversation.

Vivian got her senses together and decided to move out of the house with the ex. She found a cute little two bedroom for her the seven year old child. She wanted what was best for little Cassie*. Living with the ex would only scar the child if she listened to her mom crying and being called names.


"Contentment"

Living in the two bedroom house was cozy and peaceful. Vivian organized her house and felt like she belonged. Dancer by day, mother by night. She did what any mother would do. She was responsible and well adjusted to day and night life. Winter came and Vivian was stuck. She had to work but her car was covered in snow. She called Enrique*. "Hi, Would you like to come visit"? Enrique showed up on her doorstep and stayed for awhile.

He would shovel snow more than once and made sure that if need be she had all she needed.
Finally, he stayed over. He held her ever so gently, stroking her hair. He made her feel like she was a queen. When it came time for him to leave she couldn't bear being away from him so they would talk on the phone til 2 sometimes 3 in the morning. The next day he would show up to take Cassie to school. She was happy to see her mom finally smile.

Enrique stayed over again. That night he showed her what it was like to be in extacy. He slowly slipped her out of her t-shirt running his hands slowly up and down her tingeling body. Gently laying her body on the bed he felt her quiver in excitement. As their bodies entwined she slowly grazed his back with her long sharp finger nails.He moaned with pleasure. He lowered himself to her slit tasting her womanhood. Gently he moved his tongue in and out flicking and suckling her clit. She moaned in enjoyment.Her body arched aching for more. He raised his head and slowly approached Vivian flicking her nipples then tasting and teasing them. His hard pulsating cock entered her. She gasped, "Ohhhh Enrique"!!!!She reached the point she couldn't breath. His hard body rocked back and forth.She couldn't take anymore. She moved with him only to find she was close. "I,I I'm gonna Cummmmmmmmmmm" He rocked and moaned. She screamed and moaned. They both came at the same moment. They callasps on each other. Niether could say a word.


"Disguise"

Vivian finally realized she found where she belonged. The man of her dreams came to her rescue. She worked for a while longer then decided it was time to hang it up.
The man she had looked for all her life was in front of her face. "Dance as long as you like" he said. Vivian decided that she was ready to settle down and be a wife. Vivian is getting married soon. She found that being a dancer wasn't her. Her dream of the big house with the white picket fence came true.


That girl was me. I danced a total of five years and decided it's not me. I loved the attention I got and the money but later it gets old. You finally realize your not as young as you want to be and you want to do more with your life. I found the man I want to be with and I couldn't ask for anything more. He supported me working as a dancer. He told me quit when your ready. So I did I found my way out. When you are a dancer you can't quit when you want. You get addicted to the money and the bullshit the customers tell you. It makes you feel good yes, but later you feel dirty because you take the money from them. You often wonder what they think of you.

I was the dancer in desguise because now I am persuing an education and I am working on being a writer. Thanks to my husband to be I have the support I need to get there. So if you have a dream then live it to the fullest. You only live once. Dedicated to My Fiance.


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