Vial Thoughts of Mine

How can you say these things?
Vial words flow out like venom from your mouth. Every little drop hurts and every little drop could kill.
Smiling on the outside, I may seem alright.
But take a chance to know me and my life is far from bright.
Broken and shattered these hateful things I feel.
All of these open wounds,will they ever heal? Snake bites and bee stings heal over time but back stabs and hardships will outlast this life of mine.
Nothing but trouble, clouded skies I see. Chained to the darkness will I ever be free? Deep in my soul I feel a pain that is too great to feel.
Tucked inside an envelope with an unbreakable seal.
Will I see the daylight?
Will I win this fight?
I fight for my soul-that is my only goal.
I will not conform I would much rather be torn away from life away from love away from anything that may cause this pain to stay.
Flashlight in the darkness is what you give to me.
Shining through my wounds and holes everything in me.
Although this pain may follow my life, my tears fall down like rain, I'll never feel like I am done and that nothing is to be gained.
Deep secrets I hide on my other side.
But only you can unlock the door that holds my heart smashed to the floor.