a poem about hurt and denying it |
Finally the truth She feels so lonely She fells so afraid She has no where to turn She has no where to lay Lay down her heavy burdens To heal a broken heart To restore her inner soul To have a new part A new part in her play The play of her life The play is called hurt Hurt not once but twice She is rolling in an ocean A rolling ocean of black Dark and gloomy but she can't turn back Turn back from the pain the hurt she was put through She tries to smile if off When people are around But everyone knows inside she is breaking down Her eyes are glazed over with anger for everyone to see But still she tries to act happy to mislead Mislead her family and her friends No one knows why show won't get over him He isn't worth her time e She needs someone better Not that jerk on her mind She can't hide it much longer No longer will she smile But she will start to show her broken and hurt filled frown Why am I am saying she She isn’t her name I guess I should stop lying to myself And admit I'm the one to blame It is no hidden message No the message is very clear I'm the one who got hurt Can't you see my tears? I guess that was my way of denying it All that hatred I felt By saying she Instead of I But I can't keep lying to myself I'm coming up to the plate No more denying the truth It was you who hurt me You yes I'm talking about you I just wanted to let you know How I felt deep inside The time has come to get over you And spread my wings and fly to another place Another place indeed Where love is eternal And I won't have to bleed |