Taking a Giant Leap Forward

I've done it. I've finally done it!!!! I went and saw a lawyer. After 13 years I have decided to get a divorce. I have attempted several times to proceed with one but just never did. Something would come up to postpone it. This time I won't let anything stand in my way. I have planned this for years. Made sure all my ducks were in a row and now......they are lined up and ready to rock and roll.

The thought of being free. Man....what a scarey feeling yet so exciting. People keep telling me that I should not do this...that the grass is not always greener on the other side.....you know what? I don't care!! I need to experience life for once. I'm sure there is a lot greener grass on that side than on this side. Hell has to be better than this.

I've missed so much of my life. Someone once told me "Live your life with no regrets." My only regret at this point is that I have not lived my life yet. I don't think I have found the REAL me yet...I have been on a quest for about a year now to find myself. I learn more and more about myself everyday.