My Curse

You push away
My out-reached hand,
I bite my lip,
And look where you stand.

You fall and stumble,
I look away,
I'm too afraid to go,
But more to stay.
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CHORUS

Why do you feel
You must treat me this way,
What did I do?
What did I say?

How did I hurt you so?
I may never know.

All these questions go through my head,
But you don't care,
But you don't care,
No.
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I weep in silence
You take a drink,
My head is pounding,
But I try to think.

You lock the door,
I want to scream,
You come toward me,
This must be a dream.
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CHORUS

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It's an hour later,
You're on the floor,
The cops bust in,
They break down the door.

It's over now,
But now it's worse,
This is my life,
This is my curse.
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CHORUS

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*&*&*&*&*&*Author's Note&*&*&*&*&*&*For all those who have suffered abuse and to my fellow members and friends in Onitsed.