Thinkin' 'bout you

Summer of despair
back at that time
Everything in your hands
how I lost my mind
I was inside out
so out of control
Forgetting my strength
losing my soul

That time was a long one
That time was a shame
Losing control
By your spoken name
Not leaving my bed
Staring at my feet
Wearing that same shirt
For almost a week

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Looking back on it now
On a time long ago
Remembering the good
I made it somehow
But now I am able
Yeah able to see
You were as messed up
Just thinkin’ ‘bout me
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It’s true how time heals
I was never the same
My skin became thick
no longer the pain
I stroll down the street
With my crooked smile
Dreams of those eyes
He’ll stay for a while

How long did it last for?
I now can’t recall
Can’t even remember
What you felt like at all
Now your spoken name
Haunts me no more
My feet firmly planted
But not on your floor

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Looking back on it now
On a time long ago
Now remembering the good
See I made it somehow
But now I am able
Yeah able to see
You were as messed up
Just thinkin’ ‘bout me
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