Why

I really dont need a girl,
I don't need someone to make my heart spin and twirl
Why should I go with the flow like a dead fish
Should I walk around and watch myself slowly deminish

I don't see why I should have any kind of fling
Could it lead to just a single good thing
I know it wouldn't be hard to find a nice looking girl and a good time in the evening
But in the end would'nt that be me I'm deceiving

I don't see why I should awaken those feelings kept in the depths of my heart
Feelings, that if awakened too early, would tear all I thought I knew apart
I don't know why I should let my true feelings shine through
For anyone at all - except for you