I can never love you

You watch me adoringly as I step from the shower
I can see from the corner of my eyes
The blood rushing to your place of power
If only you knew the extent of my lies

I act all good and wholesome when I am in your arms
I use you as my comfort from the world outside
I think of only money and other worldly charms
And this from you I will always hide

Your mouth on my breast it comforts you so
Your tongue tastes my sweet nectar between my legs
And then I go to some stranger I don’t know
And for some good lovin’ he begs

While you stay at home thinkin’ I’m sweet
Thinking of kissing me all over
I am walking the pavements hurting my feet
Until some stranger feels like a favour

Even though you love me and I wish I felt the same
Its like someone else is calling me out there
Pleasing me hard and shouting my name
Biting my breasts and pulling my hair