Validating solitude and it's inevitable offspring Depression |
It isn't dissent to long for our quiet rooms; It shows the skin how warm skin can be. It lays a blackened wall for the seam of light from dreams. It mutes the world for insights that seeps through from within the skin. It rewinds the day in cartoon to numb the harsh blades that drains the heart. (All that she'll do, when she's with you). But eventually, the room becomes too small for a soul and she'll glare at the itchy pillow and her mind will swell and swell pressing against the red brick windows, and her dreams swing and swing their ambitious fists from wall to wall and the phone won't stop ringing won't stop echoing every word ever heard and sometimes she hears new voices barely distant, like the clouds shadowy things that peek and scheme and they make her notice the dark that no one is near to blanket her in their arms no one but this fetal body on wet floor now she's feeling on knees for the door, and she's creaking it open, and she sees their hard smiles above, and she's swelling up at how wrinkled they are at how they've changed their faces and they're asking for directions, for the time so she slams it shut. kc |