Undeniable

I think of you tonight...
every night these days,
It makes me smile,
It makes me scared.
My longing for you leads me to
believe I am not the same,
Not the person I've been
pretending to be
For all this time.
Hands shaking, voice breaking,
But I can not tell you...
Maybe I am content with the
looks we share,
small yet special...
I hope my imagination is not
running away with me.
"Someday", I tell myself,
"I will break free
Of me."