The One I Do So Love

Here I go again
Searching for the longing and pain
Comfort me in time to come

One I do so love
My only friend to fly away dove
For the final painfull kiss

Blue skies, black thoughts
Water seems so peaceful
As it flows beneath my feet

A single tear rools down my reddened cheek
To reach the rushing water beneath it
To be free, to be without hurt

The warmth of the sun on my back
As my heart grows colder
For the one I do so love, my only friend

I want someone to accept me
Not change the way I be
And not change the way I not be

I may blush, and hide
Giggle as I ride
But the waves always carry me back

Tell me your lies
So there are no bad goodbyes
Be blunt and straight-foreward
So there isn't a chance for nowhere