Whine

Now lately ive been writin

ive been writin lots of things

while some of them are genius

most of them are really mings

im working on this novel

hoping it will end up cool

im hoping ill be finished

by

the time i go to school

But

temptation works against me

plus-

this next point kinda true

i dont believe im cut out

to

be fillin writer's shoes

sometimes i feel im worthless

like

a loser in the mist

my work looks just like faeces

dunno why i still persist

i aint no j.k rowling

fuck

aint even on her list

if i keep writing bullshit

fucking

swear ill slit my wrists

but

i didnt start this mission

to

be fillin up the back

i aint no gutlless fruitball

at

the bottom of the sack

some people think im stupid

say

im nothing but a twit

but fuck. you.

if you think ill drop my hopes and quit

ive come this far

relying

on my choices and my wit

i do my life for me

not your scheming benefit

i write stuff when im tired

i write stuff when im good

i write while im sittin in the

corner feelin screwed

all this aint about the market

and

it aint about the check

the world can think im wack

this world can ... my ...