Infatuation

INFATUATION
As the crystal of a raindrop shimmers in sunlight,
as the mists of the rainbow glow in sudden light,
as the full round moon brings a different side to things at night,
so does the thought of -
the past few months of -
wishing and breathing,
for a sign before my sight,
that I was more than -
all the other friends and,
people you knew.
Until now, something failed to screw
in place the fact that my clue
to how you felt about me
was not only ordinary,
but extraordinarily equal to,
simple friendliness.
I should not have misconstrued
but now I conclude
that I shall try to exclude
my infatuation with you
from anything I do,
that deals with you.