conformity at large

conformity at large
by crystal rose kastl

look at me
who would ever guess that i am
who i am
everyday
it's the same old game to be lost
everytime

still i try and try again
i'm wishing i'm praying on a star
faking not breaking only bending
conformity at large

so then why do i continue down this road
i should have blocked it off before
it should have closed
and i wonder why i let myself be lost
apparently i didn't think it was too big
of a cost

yes i'll wear false smiles for my friends
betraying my one and only heart
i'm letting me lose all my senses
conformity at large

and i'm letting myself go
i'm letting my mask show
crying on the inside
the tears that i hide

i am packing all away my toubled times
imagining a life that is perfectly fine
i am hiding where i cannot be found
reality it seems i just don't want around

well i may not show my pain
it's just another thing that i guard
i have to try to be the same
conformity at large

look at me
who would ever guess that i am
who i am
everyday
it's the same old game to be lost
everytime