My Message

If I could write a message,
and toss it into the sea,
What would I say,
What would it be?

Would I say that I missed you,
the father that wasn't there,
would it slide down my face,
that single tear?

Might I say I was lonely,
Even when there were people all around,
Would I say I needed love?
A kind that I have never found?

Would I say "I love you mom,"
For always giving a care,
but now that you're sick, Well,
you're never really here.

What do I say to all of you,
Women that look at me in disgust,
as if I am a whore,
As if I would follow my ever lust,

Would I say "I hate you men!",
When all you do is leer,
When I can't even walk past you,
without feeling the fear!

Could I say "Girls, you've helped me through,
You're the best friends I could ever find",
But Missy, your leaving,
and Jay is not far behind.

Would I say I hate my self,
This person in the mirror,
where I cry to myself,
when no one is near.

What would I say,
To a world that wasn't fair,
To people that eyed me,
As if my clothes were ripped bare.

Would I say it was useless,
waiting around for someone sincere,
and if it was worth it,
when will he appear?

Could I say "I hate you all",
You people that destroy my life,
The life that was never actually real,
Just a moment filled with strife?

What can I say to a world that mocked me?,
as I try to find those who care,
could I cry and scream,
As I feel my heart crumble and disappear?

How many more things could I say,
as I toss the bottle away.