Fade Away

Fade away

I sit on these cold concrete steps,
staring down, enjoying the night air.
I see a change, a very subtle change.
My feet have become transparent, showing
the outline of the step.
I stare, in fascination and fright.
Soon enough, my feet fade away.
Faster and faster this process becomes,
absobing my shins, then kness, and finally
I'm gone, faded away into nothing, but I
see and hear all. Free to do what I please.
Running around, spying on people, and knowing
all that goes on with no way of
disturbing natural human and animalistic
actions.
I blink, and this optical illusion of joy
fades away, only for me to begin it again.