I needed time and love

I'm sorry

I'm sorry

I'm sorry

I told you I needed time

time to think

I told you that I needed to love myself

before i can love you

I told you my mental state is shitty

the pills stop working 3 months ago



I'm sorry

I'm sorry

I'm sorry

I wish I could love you, like the way you claim you love me

I'm an unloveable creature

I wish I could be able to look you in the eyes and tell you I feel the same


I don't even love myself how can i love someone else?

I wish I could accept the small comments you throw my way

This world is cold how can i trust your words if i cant trust myself



I'm sorry

I'm sorry

I'm sorry

I lied

Feel my body die

I told you I was eventually going to be able to heal then we can be together

everything is broken

I lied to you





I'm sorry

I'm sorry

I could never love properly,

like the other girls


I could never be there for you

and you know that

I could never save you if your falling

because I'm too busy trying to catch myself



because in the end, this knife is looking very lonely

and life here isn't getting better

the only thing I can do is save you from myself.

I'm sorry.....