She:Sea

She:Sea
She was different...Different than anyone else I've ever crossed my path with.Just like a Sea the depth of which is unknown,The depth that no one can measure. An ideal friend? An ideal daughter? Or an ideal sister? Maybe she was none of them...But if you ask me what is friendship to you then I'll say it's Her and Only Her.If you ask me what is Love to you then it's Her...Not the kind of love between two people who feel romantically connected. This love is different. The love she gave us ,her friends and family is very rare to witness in recent times. Maybe she wasn't that expressive,Maybe she rarely said a I love you but her secret gestures, her noticing everything, figuring out if we're having hard times or not and out of nowhere giving us what we need the most at a certain time are what her love looks like. But alas!We took her for granted! We failed to understand her love rather kept on complaining to her...Why are you like this?You're so heartless! Why are you so cold? Don't be too rude! And so on.We knew she was suffering, she was stuck in her own maze,own mind yet we choose to ignore. Why wouldn't we?She never really broke down in front of us but if she did what we would say?Maybe..."You're completely fine!Why being too much?"Or perhaps we couldn't be able to say anything and she knew this...She knew that no one would have understood her...She's really unpredictable. But maybe she was never unpredictable rather too obvious.
Maybe we're the blind and deaf ones who couldn't hear her inner screams,her pleading orbs or her loud cries! She surely was a Sea...Beautiful and calm but dangerous in times...But not everyone understands the value of a Sea like She was valuable yet wasn't valued by us...
I know I'm a sinner who doesn't deserve any forgiveness yet I'm sorry! I miss you!I wish you're free now, up there.You'll always be my first and the ultimate love,Noah...

"Noah!Why are you crying, dear?You're again reading a novel?"Asked by a middle aged woman
"Mum see the female lead's name is also Noah!Just like me"Noah replied her mother
"Really? But dear you should sleep now,it's already past midnight!"The woman said
"Okay mum,goodnight!"As Noah said that her mom left the room giving her head a slight pat


'Why it felt so familiar? As if I got a deja Vu!'---Noah