I Turned The Page.

I’m in a rut, rut, rut.
I’m in a rut, rut, rut.
I’m in a rut, rut, rut.
Going higher!

As my scale went higher.
As my waistline stretched like a balloon.
As my depression went lower.
The more that I sadly consumed.

As my mood went higher.
As my hopes flew away from me.
As my dreams all came back.
The more that I had need of you.

Over, over again.
Over, over again.
Over, over again.
Truly consumed!

As each moment turned into years.
As my blond hair turned all gray.
As my memories of love erased.
The more time I spent all alone.

As my past flew away over time.
As my love was sadly set aside.
As my dreams were all consumed.
The more I swallowed in silence.

Over, over again.
Over, over again.
Over, over again.
Truly consumed!

(back to the top for another run through)

I have been lying to myself.
I have held you in my heart.
I framed you within my art.
The more I gave, the further you became.

Over, over again?
Over, over again?
Over, over again?
It’s over…
I turned the page.