Unsure

My memory has been shot recently. I cant seem to remember anything even if it had just happened the day before. I cant remember where my glasses be when they are right on my head or putting my hair tie on my wrist when its right on my bed. I try to find ways to remember the meaning of a word but nothing seems to work. Remembering to put on my shoes even seems like such a challenge. I wish I knew why and I say that for the fact I remember all the little details about my guy. I remember how he lies, the way he smiles, how when he is excited about something he trips on his words before he cant even get the news out. Why is it I remember everything about him but nothing about me? How is it that I managed to loose myself when I was supposed to be loosing you? Why are you so memorable and how am I so forgetful now?