Memories and the magic that is hope!

Memories

Memories oh memories flashing through my head
Bad memories,good memories some of them insane
Some that cause me so much pain ,that it's such a drain

No magic which is quite tragic that I have to just do the work
However the magic is in my true hope
Even though I am leaving my mark on a world that seems to want me not
It's also leaving it's mark on me and the marks are dark

I can't erase them so I try and make the best of them or cover them
However I cannot fake them and people are always pointing at them
I know I matter even if others think not,treat me not ,I matter a lot

God is making me over and helping me mature even if it doesn't look like, seem like, feel like he is
Make no mistake it's not over till it's over
He will make me into something marvelous,magnanimous and magnificent you see
I am and will be his miracle you see

I will be magnetic for him drawing people to my marker and theirs
I am a miracle and my name is Natalie that is me
One day I will sing my Lord's melody out loud and proud with no mistakes
Redeemed, Redeemed daddy look at me Master your blessed made over one!