What does that say about me???

I seem to notice what I don't care to see.
I tend to take the easy way out.
Even if in it, I truly don't believe.
What does that say about me?

I'm very self aware, but I dare express
my truth. Going along to get along , was
how I spent my youth. I love deeply for
those whom know. I love completely and
not just for show. I tie my lies in a neat
little bow. What does that say about me?

In my mind I say things to myself, that I
wouldn't dare say to anyone else. I replay
conversations, to rethink situation's. What
does that say about me?.......