Lost In Confusion

Growing up I had mood swings inside of me
Which I didn’t really understand
As in all things you finally see
By looking back, by looking back
The highs and lows of youth
Broken pieces of a mirror
Shattered yet made whole

As I battle my demons (lost in confusion)
What else must I know in order to grow?
(pause)
Fast forward, it’s now today
Much of my memory is lost
Caused by my mania
Moving forward with an empty page

I share that which I know
In order to overcome my pain
Isolation embraced as my shield
Looking through the façade I wear
Embracing the pain within
To fuel my art and prose
Love as my crazy glue

As I battle my demons (lost in confusion)
What else must I know in order to grow?
(pause)
Fast forward, it’s now today
Much of my memory is lost
Caused by my mania
Moving forward with an empty page

They say that we live with allusions
Built from our own false illusions
Leading us to twisted conclusions
Talk about living in utter confusion
Looking for an energy transfusion
As I sink into my internal seclusion
Wishing for a love filled solution