I Wish

The hardest part is yet to come
I wish
Just wish
That I would have been told that
That the easy part
Was them dying
Was them leaving
Was them gone the next day
Because when they're gone
Everyone is there
To help
To support
To make sure you're alright and just fine
But that's the easy part
When you're still stuck on that feeling
And everyone else moved on
You're by yourself
When you're by yourself at night
when you're completely alone
When you have everyone else thinking that you have moved on, and you're all good
That's when it will hit the most
It will hurt
It will tear you up worse than death
It is the most cursed thing you could possibly feel
Yet it's what makes you feel alive anymore at that point.