Figuring out the pain

When you lose someone
It's like having a nightmare that
crosses over into your reality....

Pain becomes apart
of your daily life and
emptiness fills you up....

Switching back and forth hoping
This is not so,
Craving for a happy outcome to walk
through the door....

Struggling to keep in control,
the onset of depression
clinging tightly to captivate your
Soul

Floating in faith
dissecting the pain
brings a tantalizing
breath of fresh air.....

Hope now seems near
Exhaling, understanding and
processing keep
eveything in
normalcy.....

One thought at a time
is the only life line
remedy.....

Will normal ever be
apart of my real world
anymore!